Tuesday, February 19, 2013

For Eliza at Midnight--Happy Birthday!

To my dear Eliza on her birthday:

From my room, I can smell the faint remnants of incense, I can see our beautiful sunset-coloured rose, the spices lined up under the window sill, Ganesh looks quietly, softly out from my door. I think of our evenings sitting across from each other in the kitchen. How right it feels to have you in the next room! Your door open, the sunlight streaming from your window, warming my room as well. You come home with little surprises, sweet figs, mango icecream. You always say, "for you of course" and I am filled with love and gratitude. You give so openly, laugh so easily. You remind me that wherever we are is home. How amazing to know that we can lovingly cultivate its beauty ourselves, it isn't so hard at all! Mint, cloves, chocolate, flowers, music. Special Sunday, Special Monday, Special Tuesday, Special Wednesday, Special Thursday, Special Friday, Special Saturday, Precious Life.

I am so thankful I have been given such a friend.

When you leave, I will be okay because my time with you teaches me: 

All my love,

Lina



4 comments:

  1. WOW...You are suuuuuuuch lovely! LOV.e.

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  2. No need to feel lonely, you have many friends here :)

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  3. How beautiful :)do I write you
    down as-
    I stare at the laptop screen
    And fingers kiss the fine powdery dust
    On my keyboard
    Waiting for the right word:
    I could write you
    As the spirit of my love
    Or I could say
    That you fuel my unharnessed desire.
    I may give up
    The ghost in desperation
    And let you decide
    why my devout worship
    seeks an idol based on you.

    I may pray
    That I offer faith and belief
    As my tears of joy
    Trickle stimulated
    By an acute consciousness of your grace beauty and love.
    I could say:
    You are my love and passion incarnated
    the creed that love
    equates with divinity.

    I could say
    that all the wishes and luck
    be yours on your birthday
    I could say
    May your years increase
    Incrementally in happiness
    Or I could just simply say:
    Happy Birthday-
    I love you.

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